make up your mind.

you broke up with me. you asked me back out. you broke up with me in the same day. you fucked me around. you pushed me around. and fucked me around some more. you want me back. but you want me gone.

I feel alone.

Things have changed between us. We've become bored of each other. We've run out of things to say. We've run out of things to argue about. You say you want to do things together, try new things. But you never keep your word. You one word me just about every day. You ditch me for a game. I try break up with you. But I can't. And I still sit here watching my phone for a text. I still sit here watching your name on msn. Your name crosses my mind every five seconds. It's hard to be with you. It's hard to be without you. This is the hardest time. Give me a better reason to leave, or a better reason to stay.

My girls.

It's been four years. I hung out with you for three and a half. We did everything together. Went on holiday to the bach, went shopping, stayed at each others houses all the time, got ready for my party together, helped each other through the hard times, and now we're getting ready for the ball. I wouldn't know what I would do without you girls. You are my girls forever.

Please don't go!

That's not a question. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

And that's all I can say to you.

It's my turn.

Don't bail on me just because you have a headache. Baby, let me look after you. I'll do the best I ca to keep you well and happy.

I can't wait.

To see you again.

My type of sister.

Every time we hang out we get in trouble. We got pulled up by cops, we've been caught wagging, we've snuck around, we've stolen the car for a bit longer than we should of. We feel like shit for a bit, but we end up laughing about it in a few minutes. Even though we get ourselves in the shit, I still have the best times with you. I miss you Nicole. Let's hang out again. xx