It's painful.

My heart hurts. I want to go back to New Zealand. Even just for a holiday. But there is a lot of people I miss and I really want to see them again. Just even for one day. I would do anything to have them back in my life.

Karma's a bitch.

You're a bitch and I'm glad the power went at your 21st so you couldn't continue it. :L made my fucking day hearing about that. Good fucking luck with your life cunt.

You too.

So when you find out your friends were with any one of your brothers, you freak out. You set up me and your brother, that was fine. But then my best friend gets with him and you snap at her for doing it to me. And then the other one gets with him on the weekend and you don't give a fuck. Nice friend you are.

Two faced.

You come round to mine all the time. We talk and talk about anything and everything. You talk about your ex, and I talk about mine. We talk about our current events, like my boyfriend, or who you're with now. We bitch about bitches. Like when my best friend got with my ex who I still had feelings for. You said it was bitchy and you could never do that. But yet at the weekend, you did it. Thank you very much Sarah.

Get out of my heart.

I have the best boyfriend in the world, the best one I've found in the 18 years of my life. But you have a spell on me. I need to stay away from you, because I'm not doing anything to fuck this relationship up. What me and you had is gone. Over. Finished. And done. That's final. I'm going to be the best girlfrind I can to the guy I'm falling in love with, and a good friend, as good as I can be, to you.

stfu.

I know I'm not huuuge fat. But I am fat. Fatter than you and her. I used to have a nice body and I lost it. No need to remind me and call me fucking thunder thighs!

A second me.

I'm not mad you moved on, I'm happy for you. I'm happy how I've moved on. But sitting in my room looking at photo's of us and what we used to be hit me all over again. So I went on your facebook and you and her say everything me and you used to. I know you said once before when we were ending, you'll find another girl and you'll get her to say all those things that made us happy. But I didn't think it would actually happen. And didn't think it would hurt this much. You two are another me and you.