Mixed emotions.

You break up with me for your ex, and stop talking to me completely. You guys break up and you start talking to me straight away. I knew what you were doing, but went along with it. Wasn't stringing you along or anything, I just liked talking as friends. But tonight you took our talking to a whole new level. Saying "Summer, what you would you say if I told you I miss you? I wanted to say it for a while now."  I'm sorry love, but the clocks have turned and time has changed. You did the breaking up and you say you regret it, but I'm happy being single and being me. And I'm moving back to the other side of the world. I know we're two hours away from each other now, but being the other side of the world in a relationship with you? Hahaha, I don't think so. Friends is good.

The grass is greener on the other side.

I can't believe that I'm about to make another big move in my life. I don't look at it stepping backwards, I look at it as stepping forward. I'm moving back to New Zealand. I applied for a course and I'll get a job. I'll be with my mummy, little brother and family. And I'll get to see all my friends again. I'll be back in the sun and going to the beach, driving and laughing. I really can't wait to go back!

An old love.

I was sat looking at all our pictures, letters and mails. Do you know I had a dream about you last night? It made me miss you. I just want to see you. Not to be together again. Just to see you one more time while I can.

I hope she gives you herpes.

I can't wait to come back to Midleton, and go out and look hot, be with my new guy and watch your face turn white while your jaw hit the floor and your girlfriend goes green with jealousy. Seriously.

Distance makes the heart grow fonder.

I had my eye on you before I left Midleton. Now we talk more and I like it. I can't wait to come back to Midleton to party, and see you.

Forever alone.

It doesn't matter how many friends I have, or where I am, I always feel alone. Because it's times like this when I need someone, no one is around.

Karma is a cunt!

I loose every boyfriend I have. Every guy I care about, leaves me. Then they become happy again with someone else while I'm sat at home thinking about them. Go fuck yourselves.