i can't do this.

i know you like a protective girl. but i can't do it to this. because she's my friend. and you will get angry at me. it's happened to me before. i got cut up and hurt. i couldn't handle it, and i don't want to try to again. so please. stop it. even if you are helping. stop it.

the perfect letter.

you told me you wanted to write out your feelings for me. so you did. it was the cutest, most perfect i had ever gotten. it had the most perfect words in it. i will never get rid of this letter. and that's a promise.

i love being with you.

fuck off bitch.

this is my house bitch. you're just here because you're getting paid to clean it. so fuck offf and do your job. it's not mine, is it? no. so stop getting angry at me for "doingg nothing". because actually, i'm doing more than you fuckarse. get the fuuuck out!

extra mile.

nick says:
its like liking someone so much but, they are everything to you. dont want to be without them for less then an hour, you get home and you think, fuck i could of stayed longer, why'd i leave, makes you want to protect them from the bad and evil. the fuckwits and the jerks, show them how much they mean to you.
love is that extra mile.

you. end of.

you're cute. you make me happy. you're the best thing that has happened to me yet. i don't know what i did to deserve you. i ased for something perfect. but i got you, something much more than perfect. you make me smile every day and night. 24/7. i go to work and think about you for those 5 hours. and i get excited to text you after. as soon as you leave my side, i try not to text you. but i can't go longer than an hour. and even that hour is hard you have my heart. you have my addicted. you have me obsessed.

140310NR

the last two nights were the worst nights in the last 2 months. you thought i was breaking up with you, i thought you were breaking up with me, you said some things i didn't like, you did things by accident, you took things the wrong way, i took things the wrong way. tears were flowing down my face, full speed for most of the nights. i don't think i have any more tears left. but you made up your mind and decided to send me the best text i could ever recieve. baby, i love you and i'm glad we made it to today. one month down, forever to go.