Sunday, July 24, 2011

It's the truth.

I can't believe after all this time, I knew who you were through your brothers death, but never actually spoke to you. Now you're mine and I'm yours. You may be 25, but who cares. I like you and you like me. We keep each other happy. Staying in watching dvds, going out to the pubs, going to house parties. I always seem to have a smile on my face because of you. Just jumping in your arms for a cuddle makes me feel amazing and safe. You give me butterflies in my tummy.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Something new.

I don't like being single any more. Sure, my life is free and I can do whatever. But I want a guy I can be with and text every day, make them smile, go to them when I need or want them and reversed. I will find someone one day.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

I'm not yours.

Everything that happened between us ended. After 6 years you decided to put me to the side still, so I left everything behind. We were still good friends. But last night when you text me that text, it was a shock. I still want answers.

Crazy night.

I did it for the first time in my life. I never thought I would of but it was fucking great. I've changed a lot in the last 6 months. But now I'm the real me. The old me has gone. The old me wouldn't of done that at all, ever. Would of said no and walked away. But I went straight for it and I got it. I was loving my life!

It's fucking lovely.

You know I've had my eye on you, and you had yours on me. But the time couldn't of been any better. Your kisses are amazing, and falling asleep hugging you was the best. I swear I've never been this happy as I am now after what happened that night. You've got me all smiles.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Look, basically.

I missour laughs, our jokes, our bitchiness that only we understand, talking to you. I fucking miss you. And that's all I have to say.