I have the best boyfriend in the world, the best one I've found in the 18 years of my life. But you have a spell on me. I need to stay away from you, because I'm not doing anything to fuck this relationship up. What me and you had is gone. Over. Finished. And done. That's final. I'm going to be the best girlfrind I can to the guy I'm falling in love with, and a good friend, as good as I can be, to you.
Friday, October 14, 2011
I'm not mad you moved on, I'm happy for you. I'm happy how I've moved on. But sitting in my room looking at photo's of us and what we used to be hit me all over again. So I went on your facebook and you and her say everything me and you used to. I know you said once before when we were ending, you'll find another girl and you'll get her to say all those things that made us happy. But I didn't think it would actually happen. And didn't think it would hurt this much. You two are another me and you.