I have the best boyfriend in the world, the best one I've found in the 18 years of my life. But you have a spell on me. I need to stay away from you, because I'm not doing anything to fuck this relationship up. What me and you had is gone. Over. Finished. And done. That's final. I'm going to be the best girlfrind I can to the guy I'm falling in love with, and a good friend, as good as I can be, to you.